Delve into my mind

I find it interesting that I'm finally updating this almost an entire year later. Last year seems like a speck on the wall to me now, so much has happened that I almost can't even comprehend all of it. Which could explain why I feel so foreign, invisible, lost in translation, however you want to define it, to the entirety of chain reactions that revolve around my state of being at the moment. It took giving advice to someone else for me to actually realize something about myself, this world is what you make of it, the memories you make throughout your lifetime are solely yours. I feel as though I've been living in obscurity, how deep do my memories truly delve. I think that's why I picked up photography, for the beauty of capturing that moment that you know five seconds later won't ever be the same, to have some sort of tangible memory for myself. I feel as though everything around me is moving so quickly while I'm simply just standing still. I crave music, inspiration, and most of all a deep connection within myself. This is the most honest I've been with myself in awhile.